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Some more rants
Friday, 31 October 2014 | October 31, 2014 |

How would you feel if I expect too much from you? Not just me, but everyone is expecting something good just because it's from you, and they just see you as the nice girl who never commits mistakes? It frustrates me because I don't want to be that girl who everyone hates but I also don't want to be nice just for them to think I can't be otherwise. Everyone knows every soul was born sinless and it's their choice to be an angel, or the devil. But trust me, no one's 24/7 nice, everyone makes mistakes. Maybe once, maybe twice, maybe more but they try to not make them. At least i dont. If I look nice, dress nice, talk like a nice girl, doesn't at all mean I can't be otherwise. I'm not trying to romanticize my bad doings but sometimes I do something without thinking twice and can't undo it. The least I can do is to remind myself not to do it again, and resist myself from doing bad things over again. Im trying okay, it's not your place to judge. If you people judge me for what I once did wrong, shame on you. How can you perceive one's personality as evil or disgusting just by one bad action among all the good ones? because everyone makes mistakes honey, even you do so can I call you a bad person for that?

athiken