Heyya. So today has been extremely unproductive for me. Mind you, I do have got a test tomorrow on specialist mathematics and I didnt study at all! (Arent I great?) Okay I'm going to later tonight but really? I have got the whole day for me and I'm really procrastinating it till tonight???? I really be like that huh. Hhhhhhhh actually, it's really nothing strange or unusual. I do this all the time. I really just depend a lot on my memory from learning in class and thats why I always pay my hundred percent in class lol. (Most of the time. I do have one or two lazy days where i sit at the far back in the class and play with my phone instead. Kids, pls dont ever do this!) Anyways, for the last couple days or so, i had just been so motivated. For the past three days, all I did was study, did not even take a nap in the afternoon. I wake up at 6, do a bit of morning workout (to get me awake), cook breakfast, study, cook lunch, study.....eat light dinner and sleep at 10. It's amazing i'm telling you. However, today has just gone a liiiiittle bit downhill for me. I woke up at 8, cooked breakfast, studied just a tiny weeny bit before I stopped and watched youtube all day long gahhhhhh.

I'm not gonna dwell too much into it though, since I've already decided to be like this since morning. Like I legit told myself that I wasn't even gonna bother studying for tomorrow's paper. It's only trials anyways. <---- This, ladies and gentlemen, is called the Last Paper Syndrome, and it's a real thing. Anyways, since i  did say i watched youtube all day long, so here's a few things that i got from it:

1) I reallyyyyyyyyyy want to bake something this weekend.

2) My brother and I haven't managed to make sea salt ice cream yet for the past 6 years

3) I wanna make sea salt ice cream this weekend

The thing with sea salt ice cream is, we (me and me brother) were always talking about making it like since kingdom hearts 2. That was like, idk, six years ago, i suppose? And we never did, and eventually forgot about it i guess. UNTIL, i came upon a video on youtube on how to make sea salt ice cream and it just suddenly came back to me that WE USED TO WANT TO MAKE THIS THING BUT NEVER GOT TO. Talk about procrastination huh. I guess it runs in the family (kidding). Also, i watched a lot of baking videos???? I don't know, I was hungry. I mean, this is hungry week for me a.k.a diet week. So I'm always hungry this week :-) Like,,,~always~ :-)

BUT. I know, it's unhealthy to starve myself. I don't okay. Maybe once a day because I don't eat dinner. Like I eat, but not a proper dinner. I'd eat like snacks for dinner. I would eat like 3 whole roma tomatoes or six slices of zucchini with smoked salmon or cashews or crackers or something along those lines. It was exhausting at first, but I guess my stomach did shrink after all. Now, it's as easy as abc lol how cheesy.

Also, regarding dieting. I swear to god, this year is the year that I have only realized that I actually do get fat. It's just a very slow process. Back in high school, I ate like a horse and never gained a single pound. My friends couldn't finish their food? Fret not, for I was always there to help them clean their plates squeaky clean. At home, I am the biggest eater. My parents were always telling me and my other siblings to eat more so that we could get bigger (everyone in my family is tiny). However, at one point, they started telling me to eat less T^T which I used to be sad about but not anymore, cause I too, have realized how unhealthy I'd always been. Everyone who knows me, knows that I am a massive phat food lover. However, I don't know why but somehow this year i noticed that I might (read: totally) have gained weight. So yeah. Sayonara to that old always-binge-eating gal i used to be. A Massive Phat Food Lover Who Binge Eats A Lot, u say? Hhhhhshsh never heard of her.

Moving on to cakes. I LOVED that honey cake my brother brought back from Australia. It was my first time eating a honey cake and it was the most decadent, scrumptuous little thing ever! I learnt that it's actually a cake originated from russia and it's quite finicky to make one. I watched a lot of honey cake recipes on youtube and oh my, I'm not entirely sure if i can pull that off. Mind you, I am an extremely amateur baker. Heck, I suck at baking. I even failed at making bread butter pudding and caramel pudding which are like the basics of the basics. Nevermind that, I am pretty sure there's no more honey cake left for me at home since everyone loves it and I don't think there's a shop that sells honey cake here in Malaysia. SOOOOOOOOO u kno what that means >:) I want to try and make one myself! Let's just pray that the house doesnt get burnt down or at least the kitchen doesn't so that I can finish making my honey cake if i do try to make it heheh. I am quite excited, I must say. If it turns out well, I'll be sure to post some pics on my blog.